Dear God,

Please give me the strength and will to continue. I'm suffering right now and I need your blessings. I'm sorry that I am a person with many flaws but I'm honestly trying. This past year was the most difficult thing my heart had to bear. The feeling of regret still haunts me 'til this day. Is there a bright side to this God? If there is I'm trying to be patient yet I pray for the one thing I desire most. They say you have a plan for each and everyone of us and I do believe that. But please father forgive me for my sins and recall on my prayers before... I still believe that there's hope. Help me God please. I just don't know what to do anymore and I feel that hope I still have is slowly dying. I don't want it to. She really was the best thing that ever happened to me in my life.