Monday, July 8, 2013

Stronger Than the Average Bear

Never thought I'd be back on this writing to myself however, this time it's different... This has nothing to do with my past love but my current "fling". Choosing the word "fling"is to simply to describe the insecurity and safety of my well-being in this thing.

I've learned a lot about myself discovering that I was a substantial young adult capable of maintaining my own well-being when it came to daily life struggles as well as conquering inner feelings. Yet, when one came along, it seemed as though She slowly stripped that progressively-earned privilege of me being totally maintained. But I knew what this could have led to if the cards I played weren't right. Could it have been me being a dreamer again? Building relations with this One knowing the future complications, was one that could either make or break me because my vulnerability was now exposed. 

The quotes," Too good to be true" and.. fuck I forgot the other one comes to mind.