Currently.

-I'm currently feeling these things below. Yah digg?

*Wendy's VANILLA Frosty (not chocolate)

*Fresh ASS Senorita Bread.

A Getaway to The City is all I need.

I just really need to get the fuck outta here.

Serious?

Aww fuck.. Foreal? Four and a half hours of a nap? Damn that's pretty dope. Now I have hella homework to do!!! Thanks Mr. Carey. Today was a sucky ass day. REAL TALK. I don't even know why. Hella stressin' and shit. I think it's because I slept hella late. I slept in two periods! Alright enough said. Homework time =(

I'm stupid.

I'm stupid... Well, we find ourselves telling us this wither we committed a minor mistake or a more serious flaw and all it does is bring us down. I honestly did terrible things in the past that hurt a lot of people and in the end I sit myself down outside and ponder. You know how when we were younger and our parents would tell us," Go to your room and you think about what you did!" You know... that? Well till this day I do it to almost every flaw I make. Big or small. I'd realize what I've done then to conclude it, I'd apologize. From a "Oops! I'm sorry! haha." to a "I'm sorry for what I did. I didn't mean to. Do you forgive me?". From the day my parents told me to sit in my room and think about what I did, I understood that apologies didn't mean squat unless you meant it. Sounds familiar? I know. There has been times when I said I'm sorry insincerely and all it did was bite me back in the ass. In more sevre cases I find myself turning to the only hope that can help me. God. I pray and I apologize through Him knowing that I made this terrible, terrible mistake. I then apologize, ask Him for for forgiveness and try to fix myself. When we find ourselves in this situation, in the end you urge for the gift to go back in time, but you can't. We find ourselves saying "I'm stupid." and then saying the two words we know most,"I'm sorry." Truth is, we're all learning. I'm learning. We're all ignorant of somethings. Meaning we lack knowledge or in this case we lack knowing peoples feelings. So to conclude this... Apology thing... I'm sorry for whatever I did. I pray that you forgive me and that our relationship will stand strong.

BE DIFFERENT.

*Be different. Watch it and learn something.

I Love to Singa depicts the story of a young owlet who wants to sing jazz, instead of the classical music that his German parents wish him to perform. The plot is a light-hearted tribute to that of Al Jolson's film The Jazz Singer.

"I am so lucky"

"This is for all those lovers out there on a Valentine's Day weekend. haha"


With a brain like mine, it's not going to be easy,
To write you a poem, it would probably be cheesy,
To make the words rhyme then pretend I'm not dizzy,
But I have to tell you that for you I am crazy.

I feel so much better that I made it this far,
The first paragraph gave my brain a big scar,
When I'm done with this one, I'll smoke a cigar,
I'll sit by the window and play my guitar.

As I strum my guitar the air will be filled,
My song and my music will serve as your shield,
To protect you from harm and will never yield,
And safeguard your love that you finally revealed.

When I am alone in the house it's you that I see,
I pretend all the time you're right next to me,
Holding you so tight I don't let you go free,
I love at your face and I say,

I am so lucky.
-Marvin Yuson

DO IT IF YOU LOVE ME =)

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Good Lovin'

Yehh.. So Good Lovin'. Its not just a song by Hieroglyphics featuring Goapele but it stand so much more to me. I don't really feel like writing about this kinda of stuff in leadership; I am not in the zone.. Yah digg?

Apple MACintosh

Are hella hard to work with. So this week I gotta do my work permit shit for DK. Im transferring to games. WAAAAY better than food service. I'm basically on a time trial. I have discovery(a.k.a. orientation) this Thursday and Friday. Theyre about to go over about all this bullshit like, "What's the Six Flags mantra?" (Which is clearly Friendly, Clean, Fast, Safe Service. haha) or "What do you do when you find a lost child" blah blah... But Im not really trippin' cuss I get paid on friday. 8.25 steppin' up!!A whoppin' Extra 25 cents an hour. Its good though. 

Chillin' in Mr. Musters room cuss Ramos isnt. Thank God. It brings back hella good memories. Looking around... everything looks the same exactly how we left it. He only had two rules: -DO RIGHT and -THE PLATINUM RULE. Honestly, I didnt know what "The Platinum Rule" was but they were super easy to follow. Leadership now is more like a dictatorship rather then a family. Leadership before was a clean, happy, fun, flowing, family business. We liked doing the things we did and we did it because we wanted to. haha. whatever. Next year. I promise. Mr. Muster's Leadership class 2009-2010.

Juiced.

Damn first competition of the season's today! Good shit. Man There is foreal something wrong with my body. I mean I struggle to get up school mornings due to my lack of sleep the nights before! No more late night Family Guy or late night talks.... okay maybe just Family Guy for now. haha but my point is, every morning I wake up HELLA late then I rush to school. I freakin woke up at 6:30am and now Im awake and cant go back to sleep... On top of that I had long ass night!!! WTF?

Alight enough with that sheeit. This whole week has been so overwhelming in many ways. California Highschool Exit Exam, stressful drumline practices, and crab feed. You cant forget school but then again we gotta deal with that shit everyday. The "Hype Kill" from several blogs ago.Today should be a good day if there's no rain. Rain just fucks up everything. Honestly.
Oh yeh as far as whats it called goes... so you could cry.

"What? You dont know heiro?.. Get out."- marvin haha

Shorty

Alrighty, So this one will be hella short. So today I actually got to do something! I was actually doing a something in leadership!!! nevermind that..... Today's just not doing it today. It WAS raining... Rainy days. Nuf said.

"oh shit! It works?!" -Stephanie Anne

Anyways. Fuck hahaha. Okay soo today is Wednesday. True sale Day hahaha. Stephanie's (blogspot.com/stephanieannne; maybe 5 n's) hella chillin' right next to me. Damn!!! SO I just realized that I have 63 days left 'til I get my license!!!! YEE. That's like 2 months. Hella crackin'.... Mr. Ramos foreal needs to chill. He's hella anal about everything........................ Get on youtube and look up So Real Cru The reup. HELLA DOPE. OR get on my myspace and watch it! They're hella dope, FUCK Super Crew they're hella weak shit. Oh yehh and of you're watching ABDC's current season, Quest Crew gonna win. And for the people who like Ring Masters, that's just disgusting.. That's not even dance foreal. Team Millenia was pretty sick shit too! Too bad they got eliminated. If anything Dynamic Edition & Fly Khicks are forsure off the show... okay gotta do the DILLY announcements. later!

Duck tape stuck on yo' fohead!

Hm. Well we got a lot of time to spare in here... Foreal I'm just slappin' some Kid Cudi feat. Wale. Whoo... I dont know if I told you but I had a crazy ass week. oh shit later.......

Blogspot in Leadership class.

Haha This is really all I do in leadership class NOW... I hate this class. So much bullshit. But on the good note, Sophomores took the California High School Exit Exam. Sound scary but it's not. Dimitri's just chillin next to me. hhaha. but anyways it was HELLA easy like foreal. The only part I was hella stumbling on was that essay question. I had to erace an entire paragraph because I was trippin balls. Major balls. Well tomorrow is the math part of the CAHSEE testing. It's about to be hella boring... Man. I rather be at TRUE E. AHHHHH. Nikki you need to pick me up =0!

wait regine was here. =) biznatch.

AHHHHHH bored

Wow blogspot in leadership class! hella NOT crackin'. School is being a straight up beeitch. Especially this class. What to write... what to write.... You know when youre bored, colored sharpies are the way to go! pshhh. All I could think of is pathetic. (Nikki is cool) -Nikki was here. Alright bruh. Later